Unaccepted comeback

I really wonder,
How could you be such a blunder??
When i was waiting for you, you were nowhere.
And when i moved on, you suddenly appear.

Instead of regreting, you started blaming.
if you had regreted, i may have forgiven you.
But instead of pleading forgiveness,
You are expecting appology from me.

I already told, i can not apoloige without my fault.
If i was ever mistaken, i would have apoloiged.
But just to save a fake relation,
I can not go against my self respect.

I may say sorry and you will be back.
But what if you hurt me twice.
Yes you can because once you hurt me,
There would not be an issue hurting me twice.

I may go against my self respect.
And can save our so called relation.
But if i would not respect my views,
Then who else will be going to respect mine.

So you keep saying.
Continue blaming.
i am not even listening.