True value

Most of us have heard these quotes

“We do not value the things untill they are easily available to us”

” The true value of things are known when they are gone ”

” kisi cheej ki keemat do waqto pe pata chalti hai, ek use pane se pahle dusri use khone ke bad”

So here is something i wrote, let me clear first. I am writing it on their behalf who hurts other knowingly or unknowingly and later they are left with no other option other than to regret.

I would say I am sorry
If I thought that it would change your mind
But I know that this time
It would not work
As i have Been too unkind

I try to laugh thinking over it
Hiding the tears in my eyes
Because now i am tired of crying

I would say i am sorry
And beg forgiveness
Plead with you
But I know that it is too late
And now there is nothing I can do

So I try to laugh about it
Cover it all up with lies
Just Because now i can not  cry

I would tell you
That I loved you
If I thought that you would stay
But I know that it’s no use
That you’ve already Gone away.

I Pushed you away
Always Took you for granted
I thought that, i can live without you
But i was wrong and even i can not cry.

I can not do anything now
To get you back by my side
So I just keep on smiling
Hiding the tears in my eyes.

I would say, come back to me
But i won’t becuase i made the good situation worse before.
Now it would be hard for you to beleive me.
So i will just maintain my silence.

I am helpless.
I am regreting.
But i am showing others that i m strong enough.
In this all misery, i even can not cry.