Self respect :- my first love

I was single
I was happy.
I was living my life.

You came and became a part of me.
I completely enjoyed my life.
Then I and you became we.

We came closer and closer.
We planned our future.
We were like devoted to each other.

Your words, i said.
Your dreams, i felt.
You walked, i moved.

But just a misunderstanding, And you stepped ahead.
Even u did not tried to know.
Love was not there to show.

You think, i changed.
And i think, you changed.
Perhaps the time changed.

I can not give clarification,
I can not say “forgive me”
As i was not wrong, so why should i ??

I could not forget you and that is the fact.
But also i can’t go against my selfrespect.
What i can say, ofcourse i will wait till the time you regret..

You were my so called love.
But my self respect comes first.
As it was my first love.

So for now, i am again single.
Still i am living  in my present with memories of past.
Still i am trying to show, i am happy.